||[Feb. 21st, 2007|10:07 pm]
So, yesterday my camera broke, and that upset me a lot. I've had it for 4 years, and it broke within a 6 hour period. So, today I went out and bought a new digi cam, and it is really nice. Like, really.|
I've gotten my new clothes, preordered the Harry Potter Book, gotten my teeth cleaned. Now, all thats really left is visiting with my friends, and buying new shoes.
So, now I'm just sitting in my grandparents house, typing this. Just thinking of where I am in life, and I never thought I'd be where I am.
Its been 3 years since I graduated high school. I've gotten nowhere. I haven't been back to school yet, and, I'm working as a part time game advisor at gamestop. I'm nowhere. Everyone else that I knew in my graduating class have at least done something more with their life. What have I done thats worth anything? Where do I see myself in the next 3 years? Where I am today? 3 years ago, I saw myself attending college full time, with a part time job. Now, I just have 1 part time job, and the pay isn't that great.
3 years from now, do I still see myself doing what I'm currently doing? Do I want to see myself doing what I'm doing. I mean, its not flipping burgers like 3 years ago, but its not that much better than back then.
I just don't know what I want to do with my life, or where I want to be.....I just know I want something different, something better for myself.